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Dec. 3rd, 2003 01:23 amWhere the hell do people meet all these prince/princess charmings???
Just realized that I can't really even whine about being adesperate spinster single, because I never go anywhere I could actually meet anyone.
Am not into bars or disco scenes. So no chance on meeting anyone while I'm cutely sipping my beer and trying not to belch too loudly. I'm not attending cons, so can't meet other crazy people. Did leave an add to Treffimesta ( a Finnish dating thingy online) once, mostly because Maria forced me to, but got no interesting answers.
Did try to ogle at people in the supermarket and in various buses and the subway (since so many people have met their SO by accident while shopping/traveling), but thus far have had no success in finding anyone. Am considering carrying a sign saying 'almost 30, single and desperate'. Am not sure it would actually attract the kind of people I'd be interested in. Sorry. I know it's all right to be over fifty and an alcoholic/drug addict/have problems with personal hygiene, but for some reason that is not my dream person.
sigh
Of course if I did find someone attractive, I'd just fuck it up. I always try too hard when I'm all googly eyed about someone and then spend most of the time silently berating myself. Not nice at all.
Sorry about the whine. I just feel kinda old and lonely right now. Not that there is nothing new there. Should probably shut up and do something intelligent, like sticking toothpicks through linoleum or something.
Just realized that I can't really even whine about being a
Am not into bars or disco scenes. So no chance on meeting anyone while I'm cutely sipping my beer and trying not to belch too loudly. I'm not attending cons, so can't meet other crazy people. Did leave an add to Treffimesta ( a Finnish dating thingy online) once, mostly because Maria forced me to, but got no interesting answers.
Did try to ogle at people in the supermarket and in various buses and the subway (since so many people have met their SO by accident while shopping/traveling), but thus far have had no success in finding anyone. Am considering carrying a sign saying 'almost 30, single and desperate'. Am not sure it would actually attract the kind of people I'd be interested in. Sorry. I know it's all right to be over fifty and an alcoholic/drug addict/have problems with personal hygiene, but for some reason that is not my dream person.
sigh
Of course if I did find someone attractive, I'd just fuck it up. I always try too hard when I'm all googly eyed about someone and then spend most of the time silently berating myself. Not nice at all.
Sorry about the whine. I just feel kinda old and lonely right now. Not that there is nothing new there. Should probably shut up and do something intelligent, like sticking toothpicks through linoleum or something.
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Date: 2003-12-03 01:28 pm (UTC)