Hello, weird moodswings
Feb. 24th, 2003 07:00 pmAnd now I'm pissed off.
Don't really know why. I mean, actually, I should be embarrassed of the whine fest last night. Slinking deep into the Sea of Wallowing and even exhibiting some very unbecoming Catholic Guilt. Considering the fact that I dance naked every Full Moon in praise of the Goddess, that's just sick.
Now, though, I'm angry. About the stupid whatever that happened last night. Yeah. A big part of it was my fault. But the other half of the damn argument/insulting thingy/whatever was pure misunderstanding.
I don't feel like crawling, but don't feel like yelling either. I just want to get over the damn awkward moment of apologizing/explaining/making veiled comments on the fact that it wasn't fucking all my fault, and then just get on with our lives.
Can you see I slept for almost 12 hours? Drives away the fuzziest thoughts, but leaves me angry. Maybe I should have slept for 20. :D
Don't really know why. I mean, actually, I should be embarrassed of the whine fest last night. Slinking deep into the Sea of Wallowing and even exhibiting some very unbecoming Catholic Guilt. Considering the fact that I dance naked every Full Moon in praise of the Goddess, that's just sick.
Now, though, I'm angry. About the stupid whatever that happened last night. Yeah. A big part of it was my fault. But the other half of the damn argument/insulting thingy/whatever was pure misunderstanding.
I don't feel like crawling, but don't feel like yelling either. I just want to get over the damn awkward moment of apologizing/explaining/making veiled comments on the fact that it wasn't fucking all my fault, and then just get on with our lives.
Can you see I slept for almost 12 hours? Drives away the fuzziest thoughts, but leaves me angry. Maybe I should have slept for 20. :D