monaboyd ficlet

[sua_lay]

I have no idea where this came from... Channeling Dom on crack? Probably.

For all monaboyd fans, especially dizzydame! And big thanks to WB for the beta as always.

Ficlet, rated S for silly, monaboydish
by Rimau




I have this weird dream.

It's about Billy. Nothing weird there. Used to dream about him for months after New Zealand, about surfing and drinking and stealing the Cuntabago and taking a trip across the islands.

Feels odd sometimes to have such vivid dreams, but I've always had them, even when I was in school and then when filming Hetty, when I dreamt of escaping the tunnel and then doing porn in the bathroom instead of just showering the muck off. These days I'm expecting dad dreams and plane crash dreams or the ones where I'm a weta, sitting on a leaf and enjoying my bug life.

Instead, I get Billy dreams.

Not the kinds of I used to have; not the friendship dreams or the guilty wet dreams. Not the nightmares either, which is a blessing, really.

I dream of Billy being a superhero. A gay superhero living his perfect straight life and then saving the innocents during the night. There are tights and a cape and the works. He has a secret lair and a manservant who looks like Lij and Liv's lovechild with luscious lips and those big blue eyes.

Don't know where the damn dream comes from, but it refuses to go away. An action adventure, a movie script being written by my subconsciousness. It's nothing like our old plans, or our new plans, and I don't really get where I'd even get an idea like that.

Still, it would be cool, wouldn't it?

Not the part where Billy's a closeted gay superhero, but just the superhero -part. I bet he could pull it off too. He can do the innocent routine better than anyone I know. No one would suspect he's anything but a middle aged geezer from Glasgow. Then, bang! He'd rush out of the secret closet thing with his cape flowing and jump onto his bike and rescue innocent people from baddies.

He would too! If he were a gay superhero.

I think I should tell him about my dream some day, maybe the next time he comes to visit and we're lazing on the beach after surfing and there's nothing important to say. I'll tell him about the superhero thing and then make fun of his overblown ego for the rest of the day. He'll play along and probably suggest we go buy him some tights.

Actually, he'd probably go and buy them, the crazy bugger.

Should probably leave the gay part out of it. Don't really know why my mind insists on it. One last attempt to drop me into the pit of everlasting wallowing? Probably.

'cause Billy's not a superhero, even though I guess if we'd met ten years before we did, he would have been my hero. Maybe he is even now, even though I'll never tell him that. Would tease me forever if he ever found out. Won't tell him about the closet either, not the one in my dreams and definitely not the one I'm hiding in.



I really should stop writing silly ficlets and do something sane... Maybe later...

Comments

[dizzydame.livejournal.com]

Aww, this is wonderful and adorable!! Yes, I'll say it again, you should really write more monaboyd. :D