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May. 4th, 2004 08:59 pmI'm back!
The beginning of the week was rather hellish. I had problems with the damn virus, the people at the helpdesk were busy and I was so depressed I didn't even try to write anything.
My two days off. Spent them cursing da evil one [that would be Sasser, the nasty virus] and watching Boomtown. Am now totally in love with Donnie Wahlberg [instead of just being in love...]. Also spent a lot of money on myself, going to the hairdresser's and getting a massage.
Because I'm worth it. :)
Going all insane because I couldn't get online or really work on my stuff made me kinda scared. Is this my life? Is it so impossible to function without a damn machine??? I have no idea. All I can say is that I feel a lot happier now that I can be here again.
Of course my bout of depression could be because I have serious problems with the next few days. Always have had. I should be so over all the insecurities and stuff, and even though I know it ain't happening, I always wonder if my dad remembers and calls. He never does. So fuck him.
Will be working the next two days, then I have four days off. Am so happy I could puke! Will definitely spend a lot of time working on you know what. And babbling to WB. Definitely.
The beginning of the week was rather hellish. I had problems with the damn virus, the people at the helpdesk were busy and I was so depressed I didn't even try to write anything.
My two days off. Spent them cursing da evil one [that would be Sasser, the nasty virus] and watching Boomtown. Am now totally in love with Donnie Wahlberg [instead of just being in love...]. Also spent a lot of money on myself, going to the hairdresser's and getting a massage.
Because I'm worth it. :)
Going all insane because I couldn't get online or really work on my stuff made me kinda scared. Is this my life? Is it so impossible to function without a damn machine??? I have no idea. All I can say is that I feel a lot happier now that I can be here again.
Of course my bout of depression could be because I have serious problems with the next few days. Always have had. I should be so over all the insecurities and stuff, and even though I know it ain't happening, I always wonder if my dad remembers and calls. He never does. So fuck him.
Will be working the next two days, then I have four days off. Am so happy I could puke! Will definitely spend a lot of time working on you know what. And babbling to WB. Definitely.
