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[sua_lay]

I'm back!

The beginning of the week was rather hellish. I had problems with the damn virus, the people at the helpdesk were busy and I was so depressed I didn't even try to write anything.

My two days off. Spent them cursing da evil one [that would be Sasser, the nasty virus] and watching Boomtown. Am now totally in love with Donnie Wahlberg [instead of just being in love...]. Also spent a lot of money on myself, going to the hairdresser's and getting a massage.

Because I'm worth it. :)

Going all insane because I couldn't get online or really work on my stuff made me kinda scared. Is this my life? Is it so impossible to function without a damn machine??? I have no idea. All I can say is that I feel a lot happier now that I can be here again.

Of course my bout of depression could be because I have serious problems with the next few days. Always have had. I should be so over all the insecurities and stuff, and even though I know it ain't happening, I always wonder if my dad remembers and calls. He never does. So fuck him.

Will be working the next two days, then I have four days off. Am so happy I could puke! Will definitely spend a lot of time working on you know what. And babbling to WB. Definitely.

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[mace-m.livejournal.com]

B-day angst. I really, really, really hate it. You'd think it would get better, but it doesn't really. Hang in there, and it will eventually pass.

::hugs::

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

Some of my stupid friends want to go drinking this weekend 'to celebrate'. Since I've been hiding from them for some time, I felt compelled to say yes. It'll be their fault if I get all drunk and bawl for the whole evening.

Heh, am actually looking forward to it. :D

Ageing. Well, at least the old adage of age bringing wisdom is true, so it's not all bad.

[mace-m.livejournal.com]

I'm not quite sure about wising up thing. I mean, something does happen but I wish the process was a bit faster.

Going out and getting drunk might be just what you need. Maybe I should try it as well.

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

The thing is, I'm a lousy drunk. Just awful. I even start making really lewd suggestions or then I'll be a miserable crying drunk. Oh well...

[mace-m.livejournal.com]

You can't be a worse drunk than I am! One shot of whatever, and I'm high as a kite.

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

LOL I'm not that far from that. I get really tipsy after one beer, and feel it necessary to giggle at everything and make rude comments. No, wait! I do that sober as well!

:D

[mace-m.livejournal.com]

I do that whenever I'm surrounded by slashers!

Slashers, like booze in a way.

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

Yep, but without the awful headache and the nasty taste in your mouth the next morning.

Being surrounded by slashers is also addictive. I'm already all excited about the weekend. That's kinda pathetic, in a 'am a Star Trek fan and live with my momma' way. Oh hell, what am I saying????

:P

[tvillingar.livejournal.com]

Well, at least the old adage of age bringing wisdom is true

Uh... I don't see this in myself. Maybe it's one of those things that happen when I'm 50?

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm wiser now than I was as a teenager. :D I think...

[snicket-fm.livejournal.com]

and I was so depressed I didn't even try to write anything

O_O Now that ain't right. *sends good vibes*

Also, I am seriously crushed by the prospect of missing the BoB slashmeet. Ah, well. Edinburgh's almost as good.

[sua-lay.livejournal.com]

Well, watching Boomtown was almost as fun as writing slash. I kept getting all confused seeing familiar guys, and I wanted to be all 'yay! they have Lipton! And Buck! And [yes, I got this one wrong last time] Luz! And Guarnere! And... oh wait! This isn't BoB!'

Weird.

:( It'll be a bummer if you can't make it, but hey Edinburgh!! Am envious! Yes I am!