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Jul. 5th, 2004 07:04 amAm still up. Feel all fuzzy. My back is really killing me again, and due to the meds, I'm now hovering somewhere between giggles and insane depression. Lovely.
Will crawl to bed now and try not to think. Why the hell can't I shut the brains off for a time or at least make them stop playing the same old annoying record all the damn time?
builds a dungeon so that the next time we have insane fun with slashers, they won't leave and I won't have to suffer from withdrawal
Will crawl to bed now and try not to think. Why the hell can't I shut the brains off for a time or at least make them stop playing the same old annoying record all the damn time?
builds a dungeon so that the next time we have insane fun with slashers, they won't leave and I won't have to suffer from withdrawal
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Date: 2004-07-04 09:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-05 06:29 am (UTC)The weird thing is, I never go all insane about things I do that really are stupid [points at falling off a treadmill and then trying to actually climb back on while it moved] but when I say something harmless no one cares my mind goes all 'eek eek you said something stupid'. And it won't. Let. Go.
Hmmm... I think I'll just go and kill more characters now...
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Date: 2004-07-05 02:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-05 02:25 pm (UTC)The 'nobody loves me' can even be a good angsting at times. When you put on your fav cheesy music and act like a teenager.
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Date: 2004-07-05 05:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-07-05 05:42 pm (UTC)It's like watching Titanic after you've seen it so many times the sadness doesn't overwhelm you. Woulda said RotK, but damn, I'm so sure that movie will break my heart even after I've seen it a hundred times. Anyway, I think I'd call it wallowing in melancholy more than real angsting.
Confusing? Hell, yes!
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Date: 2004-07-04 10:52 pm (UTC)See, darling, I'm so poor I can't afford a ticket out if I ever come to visit your place again:D...
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Date: 2004-07-05 06:26 am (UTC)Well, I have always wanted a cute house elf, so... :D
gah
Date: 2004-07-07 08:50 pm (UTC)I have no internet connection (right now, five minutes, does not count), no indoor plumbing, billion and one bugs etc., and I´m so damn curious that my head´ll explode.
Feel better, honey.:)
Dlasta