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Oct. 24th, 2003 11:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sua_layInsanity always seems to creep to me when I'm tired.
Couldn't sleep after the work shift. Couldn't sleep at work. Am feeling feverish and weird and fucking fragile. For no reason at all.
It's really strange how easily the mood swings come. First I was watching a lovely Martin Sheen/John Spencer kiss vid laughing and feeling great, and then like half an hour later I'm all morose.
Am thinking about love, and the unfairness of it all. Of how there is love and there's the spark between two people and how it seems impossible to combine those two. I've been loved without the spark and I have loved without feeling any electricity between us.
Gah. Someone should slap me when I'm in this mood. Tired and PMS equals wallowing. At least I'm not really depressed here. More like... a mellow sadness that's in a way almost cool. Like teeny angst.
Good goddess!
Oh. And it snowed today. Huge white snowflakes drifting slowly down, covering the world with their pureness. Yeah. Then melting into a disgusting sludge. One more reason to be all moody.
Will go to see![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
dlasta now. She always makes me feel good without even trying. I hope she can deal with whiny me.
Couldn't sleep after the work shift. Couldn't sleep at work. Am feeling feverish and weird and fucking fragile. For no reason at all.
It's really strange how easily the mood swings come. First I was watching a lovely Martin Sheen/John Spencer kiss vid laughing and feeling great, and then like half an hour later I'm all morose.
Am thinking about love, and the unfairness of it all. Of how there is love and there's the spark between two people and how it seems impossible to combine those two. I've been loved without the spark and I have loved without feeling any electricity between us.
Gah. Someone should slap me when I'm in this mood. Tired and PMS equals wallowing. At least I'm not really depressed here. More like... a mellow sadness that's in a way almost cool. Like teeny angst.
Good goddess!
Oh. And it snowed today. Huge white snowflakes drifting slowly down, covering the world with their pureness. Yeah. Then melting into a disgusting sludge. One more reason to be all moody.
Will go to see
dlasta now. She always makes me feel good without even trying. I hope she can deal with whiny me.