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Jul. 17th, 2003 06:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sua_layI've been all lethargic after yesterdays' Big Scare (i.e. Wolfsbride telling me she might not get the new passport in time after all). Slept late. Ate a light breakfast.
And peas, of course.
It's two weeks and two days. I find myself panicking more and more every day. First it was the good old 'what if Wolfsbride doesn't like me in flesh anymore'. That passed after I whined about it in mails and she slapped me for being stupid. Then it was the 'need more time to pack/get an insurance/send money/exchange money/panic more' -panic. That is still hiding somewhere around here.
The latest addition to my repertoire of panic is 'gods, the plane will crash and I'll die' -thing. Am wondering if burning all my stuff on a cd my mom can send to someone (with a nice and sad goodbye message of course) in case the worst happens is like too much.
Bah.
Am having weird and disturbing dreams these days. I travel around in weird countries with some of the monster kids or have wild sex with celebrities or eat chocolate.
Not that I'm really minding the sex dreams, though. Nope. Not at all.
Will go to fetch![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
snowgrouse from the metro station now. The evening will be full of cackling, Snape, B7 insanity and just plain old insanity. Wonder if I'll survive the snarling...
And peas, of course.
It's two weeks and two days. I find myself panicking more and more every day. First it was the good old 'what if Wolfsbride doesn't like me in flesh anymore'. That passed after I whined about it in mails and she slapped me for being stupid. Then it was the 'need more time to pack/get an insurance/send money/exchange money/panic more' -panic. That is still hiding somewhere around here.
The latest addition to my repertoire of panic is 'gods, the plane will crash and I'll die' -thing. Am wondering if burning all my stuff on a cd my mom can send to someone (with a nice and sad goodbye message of course) in case the worst happens is like too much.
Bah.
Am having weird and disturbing dreams these days. I travel around in weird countries with some of the monster kids or have wild sex with celebrities or eat chocolate.
Not that I'm really minding the sex dreams, though. Nope. Not at all.
Will go to fetch
snowgrouse from the metro station now. The evening will be full of cackling, Snape, B7 insanity and just plain old insanity. Wonder if I'll survive the snarling...