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*sigh*

Monster related OotP viewing tomorrow. Am really not in the mood, but what the hell. Canon schmanon. Will try not to rant and/or whine, but can't make any promises. I should just stay the hell away from Potterdom because there is no way I can watch/read and stay objective/sane/not-bitchy and stupid.

Hey I know myself...

I really need that vacation and soon. Every day at work my mind seems slipping more and more and I have mood swings and just want to lie down somewhere and sleep.

I think I just used my monthly whine quota. Yay...

OotP musings

*hyperventilates*

OMG Going to watch OotP was such a mistake. I was intrigued by the movie 'cause still haven't read the book, but dear gods the ending broke my heart. Shattered. It wasn't just the way Sirius died, it was the way he called Harry James just before it, and the way Remus held onto Harry afterwards.

It wasn't exactly the end of RotK, but I still cried so hard my head hurts even now.

:(

But as always in this fandom, things went lalalalala afterwards, with nice teenager resilience that makes traumatized kids bounce right back like rubber balls. I hate, hate it.

*sigh*

There is also much hate towards James now, and much love towards Snape. Someone had written on the movie theatre loo wall 'Snape, Snape, Severus Snape...' which made the song play in my head...

The sad thing about the whole thing is that the magic (*cough*) has totally disappeared from a fandom I used to love. Or actually the canon of said fandom. It's disappointing. tvillingar, I totally agree with you on laying off WIPs from now on. Also, thank you for listening to me go all gaga after the movie. Just knowing I could rant later on (probably won't, but who knows) helped.

Will not lj cut this or anything, 'cause if you consider OotP babbling spoilery, you gotta be kidding me. So there.