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I was supposed to take ma to Linnanmäki today, but she decided we should go next week, when she has vacation and I have more money.

Devious!

I slept well, but had weird dreams. Shouldn't have read that TWW story before going to bed. I dreamt that Jed and Leo were going to a sleazy motel to have a quickie, and they sat in the car, brooding and angsting. It was a big old annnngggst dream. Especially since when they finally got to the motel, there was a jewelery store robbery near by and the cops shot Leo in the stomach.

Why can't I dream of them having sex and being really happy? Why??? Stupid brain....

Will go to the gym today. Yes I will. Yes! No doubt about it....

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It feels wonderful to be clean!

Went to the gym [yay me!], but left my towel and stuff home so I couldn't take a shower there. Felt disgustingly grimy on my way home. Not fun at all!

But am so proud of myself now, I could burst! I actually went there! And was in the middle of writing you know what piece of crap. And I still went!

does a happy jig

All right. Now that I've celebrated my unnatural bout of energy, I can settle into the couch again.