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sua_layWent to the drama class reunion thing today. We went to eat and then walked around the town, stopping at various bars.
No, I didn't get drunk. Actually I just had one beer. And no, nothing really special happened. Yet everything happened.
We're a tight group in a way, even though we're not. We don't meet regularly, and sometimes there are about four of us in the meets. Still, it's like coming home to your family every time.
Warm. Makes my heart warm. There is no tension, no uncomfortable silences. Simply the feeling of warmth.
Seeing Mr. Nose again makes my mind go numb with cold, though. I used to have a crush on him, loved him, and even though I try to convince myself I'm over him, I still fancy him. There's just something in him that draws me close, a moth to a flame. I know there will never be anything between us but simple friendship, but my stupid mind keeps whispering 'what if and 'maybe sometime'.
We decided to have a little party before xmas, and now I'm dreading that I'll act like a stupid teenager with the googly eyes and sighs. It's happened before. Oh yes it has. I hate myself every damn time I'm around Mr. Nose. But I can't stay away from the meetings our group has.
Life is too complicated right now. I think I'll go and hide for a while.
No, I didn't get drunk. Actually I just had one beer. And no, nothing really special happened. Yet everything happened.
We're a tight group in a way, even though we're not. We don't meet regularly, and sometimes there are about four of us in the meets. Still, it's like coming home to your family every time.
Warm. Makes my heart warm. There is no tension, no uncomfortable silences. Simply the feeling of warmth.
Seeing Mr. Nose again makes my mind go numb with cold, though. I used to have a crush on him, loved him, and even though I try to convince myself I'm over him, I still fancy him. There's just something in him that draws me close, a moth to a flame. I know there will never be anything between us but simple friendship, but my stupid mind keeps whispering 'what if and 'maybe sometime'.
We decided to have a little party before xmas, and now I'm dreading that I'll act like a stupid teenager with the googly eyes and sighs. It's happened before. Oh yes it has. I hate myself every damn time I'm around Mr. Nose. But I can't stay away from the meetings our group has.
Life is too complicated right now. I think I'll go and hide for a while.
