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sua_layHow nonexistent is my life?
Well...
1. I just squeed over the fact that Alan Rickman will indeed be Snape in the 4th movie. Also was having a snicker over Paul Whitehouse playing Sir Cadogan in HP. Have waited for him to join Mark Williams in the cast. Suits them, sir!
2. Bought strawberries. They're tasty. Am not having any chocolate cravings. Am not. One year and ten months without chocolate. Or sweet pastries. Or soda. Or potato chips. Or popcorn. Or any kinda candy. Or ice-cream!
I do sound like a sad bastard, right? Like a fat sad bastard. But since am losing weight, will soon just be a normal sized sad bastard!
3. My usual days consist either:
- Work. Whine about work, exhaustion caused by working, colleagues and their weirdness, monster kids and their weirdness, myself and my own weirdness. Going to the gym before or (mostly) after work. Whine about the gym. Spending the rest of the time on the couch, not working on the stupid fic.
- Day off. Whine about sleep, the fact that it's X number of days off till work. Spending hours sitting on the couch, again not working on the stupid fic. Contemplating going to the gym. Going to the gym and feeling all energetic and exhausted at the same time. Not going to the gym and feeling like shit.
4. I feel so tired these days, I hardly ever even mope about the fact that I'm a single and sad bastard. No social life for me. No love interests (well, one, but not seriously and no, am not telling), nothing.
5. Am still serious about buying a flat. Have even saved like ten euros or so. Flats cost around a hundred grand, so I have a long way to go.
6. Just got an idea. Inkstain archive has the 'whine for money PayPal' thing going on. Maybe I should indeed start posting the stupid unfinished fic I never really work on as a WIP and then whine for money. To buy that flat.
7. Realize the idea is stupid and feel embarrassed about my stupid brain. Stupid.
8. Have a cool idea of going to http://thesaurus.reference.com/ to find words that mean 'stupid'. So I won't have to repeat myself all the time when discussing about myself. :D
9. I'm afraid to finish watching Xena, since all I have left is the finale, which always makes me so damn sad. Also, am afraid to finish reading The Dark is Rising sequence for the same reason.
10. Am thinking naughty thoughts about Xena and Gabby in a hot tub!
11. Am also wondering if I should write about Bran and Will. Or Mr. Davies and John Rowlands. Maybe Merriman and Hawkin! Or some incest about Simon and Barney or some of Will's brothers.
The fact that Will's Welsh uncle is called David Evans is also making me think about a crossover with a certain other British children's fantasy book series. Of which I'm still not writing a stupid fic.
12. I'm a dirty old woman who should be ashamed of herself.
13. Am not ashamed.
14. Just reminded myself that age 30 will be closer than ever in exactly two weeks. Now I want to kill someone.
15. Will go and try to write the stupid fic now. 1.42 megs. Gods, I hate my brain!
Well...
1. I just squeed over the fact that Alan Rickman will indeed be Snape in the 4th movie. Also was having a snicker over Paul Whitehouse playing Sir Cadogan in HP. Have waited for him to join Mark Williams in the cast. Suits them, sir!
2. Bought strawberries. They're tasty. Am not having any chocolate cravings. Am not. One year and ten months without chocolate. Or sweet pastries. Or soda. Or potato chips. Or popcorn. Or any kinda candy. Or ice-cream!
I do sound like a sad bastard, right? Like a fat sad bastard. But since am losing weight, will soon just be a normal sized sad bastard!
3. My usual days consist either:
- Work. Whine about work, exhaustion caused by working, colleagues and their weirdness, monster kids and their weirdness, myself and my own weirdness. Going to the gym before or (mostly) after work. Whine about the gym. Spending the rest of the time on the couch, not working on the stupid fic.
- Day off. Whine about sleep, the fact that it's X number of days off till work. Spending hours sitting on the couch, again not working on the stupid fic. Contemplating going to the gym. Going to the gym and feeling all energetic and exhausted at the same time. Not going to the gym and feeling like shit.
4. I feel so tired these days, I hardly ever even mope about the fact that I'm a single and sad bastard. No social life for me. No love interests (well, one, but not seriously and no, am not telling), nothing.
5. Am still serious about buying a flat. Have even saved like ten euros or so. Flats cost around a hundred grand, so I have a long way to go.
6. Just got an idea. Inkstain archive has the 'whine for money PayPal' thing going on. Maybe I should indeed start posting the stupid unfinished fic I never really work on as a WIP and then whine for money. To buy that flat.
7. Realize the idea is stupid and feel embarrassed about my stupid brain. Stupid.
8. Have a cool idea of going to http://thesaurus.reference.com/ to find words that mean 'stupid'. So I won't have to repeat myself all the time when discussing about myself. :D
9. I'm afraid to finish watching Xena, since all I have left is the finale, which always makes me so damn sad. Also, am afraid to finish reading The Dark is Rising sequence for the same reason.
10. Am thinking naughty thoughts about Xena and Gabby in a hot tub!
11. Am also wondering if I should write about Bran and Will. Or Mr. Davies and John Rowlands. Maybe Merriman and Hawkin! Or some incest about Simon and Barney or some of Will's brothers.
The fact that Will's Welsh uncle is called David Evans is also making me think about a crossover with a certain other British children's fantasy book series. Of which I'm still not writing a stupid fic.
12. I'm a dirty old woman who should be ashamed of herself.
13. Am not ashamed.
14. Just reminded myself that age 30 will be closer than ever in exactly two weeks. Now I want to kill someone.
15. Will go and try to write the stupid fic now. 1.42 megs. Gods, I hate my brain!
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Date: 2004-04-22 12:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-22 12:31 pm (UTC)I WANT to be a sad bastard! Like Vince! Don't fancy Docto Who, but can I please be a sad bastard anyway?
:P
I'll try to get some work done today, so wish me luck. Stupid fictional British men not satisfied with lotsa angst and sex anyway....
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Date: 2004-04-22 12:33 pm (UTC)I got seven Doctor Who paperback novelisations in the mail today, won them at huuto.net for a couple of euros. I'm so hardcore I'll hereby declare myself the Finnish Vince.
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Date: 2004-04-22 12:42 pm (UTC)Too bad being a trekkie doesn't count. Then I'd be the worst kinda sad bastard here (a trekkie and a Xena fan!).
I hate being totally obsessed about a new fandom (did scribble down notes while reading DiR, and damn there are so many possibilities there...)! Especially when there's nothing really excellent to read and I know I should finish dabbling with my old fandoms before attacking anything new.
Hey, I think you said something about the slashmeet! Will you and your hilarious tape with Damian Lewis be able to attend??? Can you deal with watching BoB? Could I ask any more questions here?????
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Date: 2004-04-22 12:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-22 12:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-22 12:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-22 12:50 pm (UTC)No, no we're not interested in sexy men playing gay characters who do stuff other than washing in the shower! We just want to see the political satire!
Honestly! [insert your honest Ron Weasley expression here]
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Date: 2004-04-22 12:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-22 01:30 pm (UTC)